Somehow i dun really feel like studying anymore , as family problems have been effecting me alot and my result is getting worst and worst , but the only problem is i dun wish to let them down , they just dun even understand me at all.. So what if i tell them now will it change? my interest on study has all gone the only things i wish to do right now is to enjoy and travel around the world.. I know that i have disappoint some of them but i just cant take it anymore , i might just explode anytime i cant handle too much things at one time.. Every night when i close my eyes and sleep i have scene of insecurity i hate that , i really hate that feeling