Meet up with shihui on monday and decided to drop by bryan shop to see if he is there. Waited for 3 hrs and finally he saw the message that i send, so he came to look for us and chatted awhile with him.. This boy here never fail to make my day awesome. He is the only one i love. He is awesome brother , father and awesome idol ever..

I seriously dun really give a big damn to you. who do you think you are to talk to me like this? U are nothing but a big burden to the family. Useless piece of shit. Grow so old liao still depends on father for money to buy food and pay your rent? oh please. so what if you wanna beat me up do i really care? if you really do i just called 999 will do. i dun regard u all as a family at all. all are just burden to it. please reflect on yourself before you say it on others fuckers

life have been so busy. Going back to ritz carlton a few weeks back to chiong for my taiwan trip , to chiong for my debt. Need to return all the debt that i own for mths. Right now i am still quite stable just need to get myself more busy in order to forget all things that have happen for months. Tmr goanna be a long day. meet up with my guitar ministry friends for lunch and then meet up with my 2 army friends for some catch up. goanna be great. Hopefully my sunday ends fast as i need more sleep asap,

life have been doing great but it been heart aching for awhile. The moment you leave the person you care it abit hard. I cant bear to leave you alone even though i cant be with you anymore. i just really hope that you will really take care of yourself when i am not around with you anymore. letting go isnt easy and i need more time to heal it.

                                                                                          

Just found a new job working as personal assistance for this guy by the name of joshua foo jie rong.. Although the timing tt he gave me totally sucks to the max but i believe that this goanna be a great opportunities me. woke up at 6.30am today and reach work about 9am. Editing videos for the whole day until 6 that boring can and nothing els i can do already.. Being his personal assistance is very tiring and need to remember what he likes to eat and drink he is those type who is very typical singaporean lol. Oh well. And now time for me to sleep long day tmr and i will update my blog soon :) 

Have been busy with work lately until i doesnt have any much time to sleep. And finally is my off day today, so spent my time in church and awesome people.. Recently my cellgroup have been combine with jasmin cellgroup, although i feel a little uncomfortable but the people there are friendly enough to entertain me. Hopefully after this changes it really help me to be back on fire for god once again even though i attend both cgm and service everyweek. And some how after much disappointment and i feel discourage now, i dun really know what my cgl are thinking and i dun think i can even understand him. First i ask him if i am allow to play for cg as a guitarist and his answer is no, so is ok but what when other member of my cg ask he immediately agree and allow him to play. Next i ask if i can go sot this year. cusz i really wanna learn more of the word and change myself into a better one, and his answer is no.. Since the answer is no.. i have stop asking and gg on with my own choice . i dun really trust this anymore and i really need a leader who can lead me and giving encouragement and not just discouragement oh well. Ok time for me to go to bed now before i become zombie tmr morning before i have to work. :)) signing off 

                                                 

 Recently have been so crazy over him after a trip to shenzhen. He used to be my idol during secondary school days.

His name is jonny yan 顏行書. He used to act in a show called 任我遨游 and mvp valentine. Love watching all his basketball show and really wish to learn from him one day, but well despite all the idol tt i have i still got to stick with my god bro jeff wang and stay faithful to him even though he dun mind :)) 

Enough of him and lets get back to my basic routine. Recently have been busy with work and lack of sleep. Working almost everyday and what my manager always boom me with those holy timing and have to work all the way till next day sometimes. And yes finally i have off day on sunday and goanna make good used of it to sleep and study :) Ok time for me to sleep now and have to wake up early in the morning the next day. And i shall update on my hongkong and china trip soon :)) 

signing off :)