I dun know why i just feel kinda of guilty... I dun wish to be like this but it cant help... It all because of your temper towards me i wont have to do that in order to make myself more happy.. Some times how i wish i latter born into other familys instead of this. staying at home is like a prison to me , this cannot do that cannot do... i really dont know what els do u want seriously... if i have the ability i would have move out of the house but i cant i am still young , well life still goes on sigh..