Some times i wonder who can i really open up to when i have things that keep in my heart for such a long time. Family? A family is a place where we find love care and support but oh well what do i get all i get is scolding shouting , not even a support from them. Sometimes when i am outside at the shopping mall or in the public when i saw a kid holding their parents hands and seeing how close they are making me feel so jealous. How i wish i am like them but well cant be possible. All i get when i am at home is troublemaker from my dad and my bro , seriously sick and tired of all this and i dont know who to go to when i need a shoulder to cry on..